Thursday, September 23, 2010 @ 7:40:00 PM
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This week will be a tired and busy week....
Three days of attechment....
I very tired...No mood...
I whole body pian....
Tomorrow got attechment....
No one know...Say le also wont care....
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Many things happen.....
Many things change...
Many people change....
Every thing just change so sudden...
I am always the one that dun know anything...
I thought will have some one to be by my side...
I thought will have some one to talk to...
I thought every thing will be fine...
But it seen like it's not...
And is geting more worst....
There is some thing that i very scare...
I wish it will not happen...
But it juat happen.....
I feel like every one just leave...
Every things just not right....
I feel like i am so far from every one, every things....
The feeling is like killing me....
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I promiss it will only be one day...
But is already two days...
Why am i still the same....
I try to laugh, I try to forget...
But i just cant...
I dun know why....
Is it really so hard to forget some thing...
And some one you love alot...
Some one you trust alot...
Some one you dun wish to lose, and you dun wan to lose....
I really cant afford to lose any one, any more....
.
Maybe I also must change????
I dun know???
Can some one just tell me???
What should i do???
I don't want to talk about it
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I can tell by your eyes that you've prob'bly been cryin' forever,
and the stars in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
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If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
blue for the tears, black for the night's fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin' to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer, if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke this ol' heart.
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If I stay here just a little bit longer,
if I stay here, won't you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart.